Saturday, May 13, 2006
well. something mr brother asked me the other day makes me wonder. it went like this
mum: where did you go?
me: my friend's house
mum: who is your friend?
me: from st margs.
mum: how come your always with them nowadays?
me: why a weird question? cuz they are my friends? and we have been studyign tgt?
bro: oh. then after exam will have a new group of friends la? (he find it funny)
me: not funny la ok. you dont know wahat i;m going through
bro: i know. you have friends everywhere, but none of them stayed. none of them you can share your troubles with
me: what makes you think that i dont have frineds that i can share my troubles with now?
bro: ya la. now only la. i realised that all your so called true friend is all periodmental. i've never heard you speaking of the same friend for more then a year
me: if i have firends that allows me to stay, do you think that i have to keep looking for a true friend?
bro: thats what i have been saying. you dont have a true friend. in another words. you are a loner
ok. here's the question. where does the problem lies? me or what?? damn. it's so true. what am i gonna do now? exam's over. you think i can still meet them everyday?? when will this last till?? i really wonder. wil this carry on or like my brother say, it's only periodmental?? why dont someone just tell me when can i have a true friend that will stay? wouldnt it bbe easier?
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